So I have been trying to think of things to do on my days off unless I get a new job with more hours. I had been motivated to go to the gym but lately I had been feeling a bit blah. I need some motivation methinks but just haven't wanted to.
Since I became officially single, my life had been such an emotional roller coaster and don't ask about my disastrous non-existent love life(what is that??) People are like "don't waste your time looking, he'll come to you" or "work on loving yourself"
Really? How long will that take exactly?
I don't bother anymore, I have enough to deal with. If God wants me to be with someone He will make it happen when he knows I'm ready and know that I don't want to completely rely on my vibrator horrific dating sites my predictable intuition which isn't always right from the start.
So what do I do to keep busy when I'm not working?
Bible study on Tuesday (positive people and environment)
Zumba (working the fat off and being around great ladies, positive)
Chilling out at Barnes and Noble(reading self-help books, pondering the meaning of life, positive)
So what the hell am I bitching for about wanting a man? I do enough to sustain my life...
Oh yeah, theres that one thing called
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